Felix Gaeta (
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It occurred to Gaeta some hours ago that -- if he wanted -- he could go to the infirmary right now and probably walk out with a new prosthesis. The original amputation was seven or eight months ago (gods, has it really been that long?), and by now he's spent at least five months walking on nothing but his crutches. The motherfrakker's probably as healed as it's going to get.
Who knows. Considering the other wounds that disappeared when he got dropped on his ass by the front door, maybe his stump's been fully healed the whole time.
If he goes, though, he's going to have to ask for something else, too. If he asks, he's going to be told no. Maybe if he found anybody but Dr. Tam, and if they didn't check the note in his records that surely says something like beware, godsdamn morpha addict, maybe he could get lucky. But Gaeta knows his numbers, and how excruciatingly poor they render the odds; he can't deal with another crushing disappointment right now.
So, for now, he's opted for other poisons: a bottle of ambrosia (just the bottle, no glass, thank you -- it's already a quarter empty), a pack of cigarettes (plus an ashtray with three stubbed-out smokes in its center), a table by the fireplace to keep warm. Idly, he examines the marks on the inside of his elbow. They're mostly gone by now -- you'd have to look closely to notice the scar tissue.
Gaeta's close enough to see it just fine.
[ooc: off to bed! post open until it scrolls; all tags will be picked up tomorrow.]
Who knows. Considering the other wounds that disappeared when he got dropped on his ass by the front door, maybe his stump's been fully healed the whole time.
If he goes, though, he's going to have to ask for something else, too. If he asks, he's going to be told no. Maybe if he found anybody but Dr. Tam, and if they didn't check the note in his records that surely says something like beware, godsdamn morpha addict, maybe he could get lucky. But Gaeta knows his numbers, and how excruciatingly poor they render the odds; he can't deal with another crushing disappointment right now.
So, for now, he's opted for other poisons: a bottle of ambrosia (just the bottle, no glass, thank you -- it's already a quarter empty), a pack of cigarettes (plus an ashtray with three stubbed-out smokes in its center), a table by the fireplace to keep warm. Idly, he examines the marks on the inside of his elbow. They're mostly gone by now -- you'd have to look closely to notice the scar tissue.
Gaeta's close enough to see it just fine.
[ooc: off to bed! post open until it scrolls; all tags will be picked up tomorrow.]
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Sam enters Milliways with a sigh, people and politics are confusing and he always feels on the edge of saying the wrong words. Today though it seemed to work, the Southerlings are settling in and he's shown them that he will follow through with what he says.
When he enters, its in his surcoat with his sword at his side and he nods to Gaeta and then shakes his head. He didn't remember him being Dead but its been a while, "Hello."
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"Evening," he ventures at last.
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He runs a hand awkwardly through his hair as he wonders if maybe he should just move on.
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(More than weeks, if he's being honest.)
He nods to the chair opposite. "Want to sit?"
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His feet do hurt since part of being prince means being on display and he sits down. He's not going to ask about when Gaeta died because that never goes over well just wonder for now.
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While he and Louis have kept up an occasional back-and-forth over T-minus, it can't quite substitute for the weeks -- and months -- they've been going without seeing one another.
"How long's it been for you?"
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Though he does know how many months its been since he saw Kait but he tries not to think about that.
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At least, it's not because of work that the days have been blurring together for a while now.
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"Yes, I mean I know I probably shouldn't but no one waits up for me."
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He looks around to see if maybe he can catch a glimpse of Kait but looks back to his drink.
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"Oh."
Softer now. Gaeta visibly hesitates, then -- after one last swig from the bottle -- pushes it over to Sameth.
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"Thank you."
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He has no frakking idea what to say. That's always been the problem lately: if he talks, he makes it worse for somebody. Could be the person he's talking to; just as often, it can be himself.
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"Can I ask something that is awkward and you can tell me to leave if you'd like? But did you die since we last met?"
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(He's not drunk enough for that to be a genuine problem yet, but he can't say it was a question he expected.)
"Yeah," he says. "I did. Why?"
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"Nothing, um, just making sure I felt that right."
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Of all the reasonings Sameth could've offered, that's even less expected than the initial question.
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Weakly, he protest, "You might have. Maybe I, um, forgot that too?"
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Gaeta's taking it better than Sam had hoped but he knows that was awkward.
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(He's a bit proud of himself for getting out that many multisyllabic words without tripping over them.)
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Gaeta's smile helps and Sameth relaxes.
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