You and Gorlim. Always comparing yourselves to each other. I have yet to see the point of that.
He sighs, sipping his drink again.
Equals. Do you even know what that means? It means I love you as I love him with equal intensity. You opinion matters just as much as his does -- your desires and needs are no less important to me than his. It does not mean that I love you identically. It cannot happen. He thinks he lacks in bed skills when compared to you, but it is not true. He is simply different in his loving.
Again, I am sorry I did not try harder. It was never my intent to make you beg for the intimacy of mind and heart. Tell me, Lee -- if I took you up to bed at this moment and loved you as fully as I have him, would you resent it believing I am only doing it because you asked or would you believe that it was something I truly desired of you?
His eyes shift to Lee.
You do not know how much I have ached to have that with you -- but... you are so very different than him and I... sometimes do not know how to express what I want or need to you.
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He sighs, sipping his drink again.
Equals. Do you even know what that means? It means I love you as I love him with equal intensity. You opinion matters just as much as his does -- your desires and needs are no less important to me than his. It does not mean that I love you identically. It cannot happen. He thinks he lacks in bed skills when compared to you, but it is not true. He is simply different in his loving.
Again, I am sorry I did not try harder. It was never my intent to make you beg for the intimacy of mind and heart. Tell me, Lee -- if I took you up to bed at this moment and loved you as fully as I have him, would you resent it believing I am only doing it because you asked or would you believe that it was something I truly desired of you?
His eyes shift to Lee.
You do not know how much I have ached to have that with you -- but... you are so very different than him and I... sometimes do not know how to express what I want or need to you.