Rikki Barnes (
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milliways_bar2018-01-01 08:48 pm
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[oom:
"Me, I did it once before. Now I've got the opportunity to do it all over again, and... I'm grateful for it.
Hey. It's okay. It's really okay."]
Instead of coming through a door, Rikki Barnes just kind of... materializes in the Bar, like someone took her apart and re-assembled her in front of the fire. She crumples pretty much as soon as she’s fully present and only stops herself from collapsing all the way by putting out her hands instinctively and landing so she's pretty much kneeling on the floor. It hurts, the impact on her hands and wrists and knees, but she doesn’t try to get up, just starts crying. God, she can’t—there’s too many questions crowding in her head, what happened what am I why am I alive am I even alive why am I not dead why is this happening to me, and she's too much in shock to try to move from where she landed or care that there's people around her to watch her have a total breakdown.
Hey. It's okay. It's really okay."]
Instead of coming through a door, Rikki Barnes just kind of... materializes in the Bar, like someone took her apart and re-assembled her in front of the fire. She crumples pretty much as soon as she’s fully present and only stops herself from collapsing all the way by putting out her hands instinctively and landing so she's pretty much kneeling on the floor. It hurts, the impact on her hands and wrists and knees, but she doesn’t try to get up, just starts crying. God, she can’t—there’s too many questions crowding in her head, what happened what am I why am I alive am I even alive why am I not dead why is this happening to me, and she's too much in shock to try to move from where she landed or care that there's people around her to watch her have a total breakdown.