"Happy," Asar-Suti says quietly, almost humbly. "I am very happy with Gil, who is much lovelier than I feel I deserve, and the library and the construction work are really grounding. I feel at home here now - all that angst and unhappiness and obsession are in the past."

Asar-Suti sighs. "Well, mostly, and whatever is still bothering me, I should probably not mention as to not stir it up again."