"Hurts more then dying. More long-term. Fall in love, give everything up, then he turns around and throws you out. What if, what if...think of what ifs and you go mad."
She resettles herself, pulling the blanket more around her.
"What if, what if...better not to think. Ask in the begining and then accept afterwards, if you can. Not scared of Barty, like I was of Arthur and Urien. Not in love with me, just in like. And...we both know that some point we both leave and do other things. So, for now we just enjoy each other's company. Everything clear at the outset, no months of hiding and lying and evasion. Makes it all uncertain, and you start saying 'what if'."
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"Hurts more then dying. More long-term. Fall in love, give everything up, then he turns around and throws you out. What if, what if...think of what ifs and you go mad."
She resettles herself, pulling the blanket more around her.
"What if, what if...better not to think. Ask in the begining and then accept afterwards, if you can. Not scared of Barty, like I was of Arthur and Urien. Not in love with me, just in like. And...we both know that some point we both leave and do other things. So, for now we just enjoy each other's company. Everything clear at the outset, no months of hiding and lying and evasion. Makes it all uncertain, and you start saying 'what if'."