http://teach-them-all.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] teach-them-all.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] milliways_bar2006-03-17 08:42 pm
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After leaving a package at the bar for Daria, (because after all one could never have too many young minds to shape), Mesaana sat calmly at an out of the way table with a cup of tea.

A tall woman with short hair, icy blue eyes, wearing a rather elegant dress of grey silk sat having a cup of tea. Not what you would expect for a Forsaken.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
Angela's heart leaps into her throat when she sees Mesaana come into the bar.

She finishes her dinner.

She closes her book. She stands up and brushes off her clothing neatly.

She walks over and says, "Good evening, Lady Selae."

Not entirely composed, but better. She still fears Lady Selae more than anything else.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Angela sits carefully, with a small smile, because to frown would be rude.

"How are you this evening?" She puts her books down on the table, out of the way.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
Easily manipulated because she's scared to death, really.

"I am better." She clasps her hands in her lap and leans forward. "My mother spoke to me. She said that she does not intend to change anything, when I go back home."

It might be hopeless, but she is still not sure what to do.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
Angela purses her lips and raises a hand to her head, rubbing her temple.

"It's all so confusing," she murmurs.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
"No, I suppose not."

She puts her hand down, places it in her lap again.

"I just...I do not know what to do next."

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Angela might be able to work with acceptance.

But, she is curious.

"What...what sort of drastic measure?" she asks, quietly.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
"Can you..." She swallows. "Can you tell me where to begin to look?"

She's more than prepared to do some work for this.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Angela presses her lips together, thinking.

All she wanted was her family back. Her mom and dad, her brother.

All she wanted was to go out of the door and have everything be just like it was--to be just one timeline, just one family, not one here and one out there.

It was a good wish, wasn't it? A good thing to try to do?

"I'll look. If I cannot find a solution, I will simply have to accept it."

And death is always a way out crosses her mind, for a split second.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Angela nods. There's a small fight within her, but she composes herself quickly.

"I am sorry to bother you with my silly troubles, Lady Selae. Is my mother well?"

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
There's a small snap within her and the tears come.

It's a mark of how very hard she's trying that there are only tears, and no sobbing.

"But I am the cause," she says softly, her voice wavering only a little.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
"She wouldn't." Angela puts the kerchief to her eyes. "Mom loves me."

Angela's heart aches.

[identity profile] angela-edmunds.livejournal.com 2006-03-18 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
"I will."

Slowly, slowly, she brings herself back under control, then folds the handkerchief neatly.