Alex Rory Rogan is looking for some peace of mind. (
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milliways_bar2007-06-21 02:25 pm
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Alex has been downstairs for awhile, reading his way through some books and sipping at soda as he reads about various ships, both of his time and other times. It has been a quiet few days, mostly spent in the simulator room or outside. Today, he just decided to be around people, so here he is.
At the moment, he is headed back toward his table, having gotten a new book to read, and a new drink to sip on, when he spies a table with a large bowl full of shiny looking apples. There is a detour as Alex's mouth waters.
A few minutes later, he is headed past Bar, and back toward his table again, with an apple shining in his hand.
At the moment, he is headed back toward his table, having gotten a new book to read, and a new drink to sip on, when he spies a table with a large bowl full of shiny looking apples. There is a detour as Alex's mouth waters.
A few minutes later, he is headed past Bar, and back toward his table again, with an apple shining in his hand.

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Luckily, Bar had been happy to give her a swim suit that was less embarrassing.
So she does her best not to drip on Alex when she plops down across from him, wrapped in a large blue beach towel. "Busy?"
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He swallowed and suddenly the apple was placed down, forgotten.
"Wow. Um. I-"
He swallowed again.
"Nope. Not at all."
Staring yes.
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His arms slipped around her, pulling her close.
"Mmmm, warmer now, with you here."
And other reactions happening, too.
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"Ah, a, um, a book on airplanes and guidance systems."
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There might have been the barest hint of a wiggle, but it was really his fault for pulling her into his lap in the first place."
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He coughed and then cleared his throat.
"Just flight in general, and piloting."
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"I am. And I hope I would be. Playing video games is fun, and the simulators are easy, but... I know it will be harder in real life."
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She's been saying that a lot lately, but it's true every time.
And she is more than happy to wiggle back, a hand dropping to stroke his hip.
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"Thank you, Belle. You... it means a lot to me."
He grinned at her, hands snuggling her close.
"And how was your swim?"
His eyes took in her shape again, appreciating it as always.
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Her smiles is warm and soft, and she looks him straight in the eyes as she talks. Something about him makes everything better.
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"I love swimming, just floating and stretching out there."
He stroked her face, softly, his hand having risen without him even noticing.
"How is it you make my cares go away?"
His voice is soft, almost unaware of speech as he says it.
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Then a thought hit her. Hard. "Y' really good f'r me." It was soft, almost to herself. It sounded better than 'you're better for me than Remy'.
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"I''m glad."
He sighed, and it was happy, and he knew what he was doing, and he knew how he felt, and when he drew back this time, it was to tenderly kiss her mouth.
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Shit.
But, here, now, she felt good, and right, and there was no feeling of 'this is how it's supposed to be', but more one of 'this is what I want'.
So perhaps she looked a bit preoccupied when the kiss broke.
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"You okay?"
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For the first time in her life, Belle was tongue tied because of a man.
So she let her hands and lips speak for her, kissing him with all the emotion she was feeling, her fear, her pain, her joy, while at the same time projecting the feeling of. . .something. Not love. Not close. But it was more than lut, more than friendship.
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"Wow."
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The words poured out of her, and she nearly had to force her mouth shut to stop from continuing.
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"Thank you. And I dont expect anything from you, Belle. I knew, for awhile, that you were with someone else and you taught me that this could be okay. You are precious to me, and I wont deny I care for you a lot, and it is getting stronger, as time goes on. But... you dont owe me anything and I ... I will take what I can get, because you are important to me. And the most precious thing is that friendship, and that respect."
He finished, out of breath, and nodded.
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The thing with Julien had been cathartic, in a way. Just knowing that her guild would follow him like ducklings because he was the true heir made it easier to see her place in it all. As much as she was a leader, she was even more a tool.
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"I'm not going to look for another girl. And don't. You may be what you said, but you are also beautiful, kind, sweet, intelligent, warm, loving, and incredibly cool, and you are who I want to be with."
He leaned in and kissed her again, then pulled back, his eyes soft.
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But there was a gentle smile on her face and her hands stroked his face tenderly.
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His smile was full of a deeper emotion, and he just nodded slowly, hand wending it's way to her neck, stroking there.
"I will never ask more of you than you can or are willing to give. I know your obligations, and I will never ask you to walk away from any of them."
There was no doubt in his eyes as he looked at her.
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Her lips gently stroked over his throat, her hands brushing through his hair.
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"Let's just be, for now. "
And he kissed her hair, and stroked it, and her shoulders.
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Enough had happened today. He glanced at the apple and nodded. He would have bar take it for him. Time enough for that later. Right now? He was content.