http://controlsthedeck.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] controlsthedeck.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] milliways_bar2004-12-04 01:46 pm

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*Fate breezes into the bar as breezily as a smug being like Fate can breeze. Which is to say that he blows through the door in the form of an unusually cold gust of wind before solidifying into a seated figure at the bar, not that he enters cheerily and casually. After all, that is much harder.*

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
And for a moment, he does.

And then he's just holding his head in his hands again.

"Why."

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
"That's just it? Because. That sucks. YOU suck."

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
"I would prefer an existence where I wasn't fucked around for the past two months. Was that too much to ask?"

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
"No, but I've cursed your name ever since... Ever since Loki...

"Fucking angel," he says sullenly.

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
"No... Loki told me everything happened because it had to happen. Because that's the way it was supposed to be...

"I didn't believe him. Thought I could change my own fate."

Wasn't meant to fix anything... Charlie and I aren't fixable...

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
"I didn't change it, though. I only fucked it up even more. Now it's more unfixable than it ever was.

"Ineffable plan, angels, boyfriends and fucking... everything."

Of course, he doesn't realise that what he just said really does go to prove he's just a big whore.

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
"So it's true, then?" he asks, desperation in his voice. "I have no say in my future?"

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't beg anyone for anything," he answers tartly.

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, I'm sure Charlie's taught me a good few curses I'd like to use for you, my friend," he says with a grin. "Besides anything else, I always thought I was in control of my life. Thought I could say it, and it'd happen because I was the one living it.

"And now I find out I'm not. What would you have done, in my situation?"

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not a boy," he answers hotly. "And as for that... fuck it. If it doesn't matter, then it doesn't matter. If it's all pre-planned? Everything? Then I'll just do what I want, if it's all going to be the same in the end."

[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
He rolls his eyes. "You're infuriating."

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[identity profile] notsoyoung.livejournal.com 2004-12-05 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[OOC: I gotta head to my bed. Slowtime okay, or just make an excuse to get away?]