http://yesthatbella.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] yesthatbella.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] milliways_bar2010-09-01 06:11 pm
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It will be as if I'd never existed

(You... don't... want... me?)

as if I'd never existed

never existed

(Take care of yourself.)

never

never

never


OCTOBER.



Bella Swan is in the Bar, physically.

(I'm not hurt.)

She's curled into a chair by the fire, staring. Staring. Staring. A cup of hot apple cider has grown cold in her hands.
wheatencrown: (younger shifting woman)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-01 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Demeter knows that look of inner pain far too well and sits near to Bella,

"Child, what's wrong?"
wheatencrown: (one of Dem's hugs)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh child, talk to me,"

She moves quickly over to hug Bella.
wheatencrown: (younger shifting woman)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Its a worrying reaction to a hug and Demeter lets her go, but stays close,

"Has someone taken him?"
wheatencrown: (stormy clouds)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
"Had to?"

The edge of summer storms is in her voice, Demeter hates when anyone has to do anything.
wheatencrown: (younger serene)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
That flinch makes Demeter frown and the storms are in her eyes,

"I've had too many people tell me what I must do. I'm sorry that someone made your love leave. That's not right."
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[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
"How were you hurt?"

Maybe she'll find some answers there, Demeter's quite worried by how withdrawn this girl is.
wheatencrown: (younger power)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
"Who was he protecting you from?"

Trying to save someone rarely goes simply in Demeter's experience, so she doesn't question the explanation.
wheatencrown: (younger shifting woman)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Love is hard and joyful, that's what makes it so precious. What did he say to you?"

Demeter thinks a man like that probably isn't good for this young woman, but she won't say it aloud.
wheatencrown: (younger power)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
"Then he's a fool. You love him so you won't forget him. People don't work like that,"

Though it is a strange thing to wish himself gone forever from the life of the woman he loves, perhaps he's cursed.
wheatencrown: (younger shifting woman)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"No, memory is stronger and stranger than anyone realizes. If it hurts too much to speak of him, I won't ask anymore. I just wish to understand since I can see how strong your love for him is,"

This is more than just a young girl who's lost her boyfriend, there's depth there and Demeter wants to understand.
wheatencrown: (younger creator)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of course, I'll try not to ask anything that makes you come near that promise. Will you tell me about him? It sounds as if he didn't wish to leave you, but other things are complicating the choices that he can make. Perhaps I can help."
wheatencrown: (younger serene)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"Perhaps he doesn't know what he wants or what he can have. Is his family strict?"
wheatencrown: (younger creator)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh dear, that can't make things easy. Is something about them part of your promise to him?"

Demeter wants to ask, but she has a feeling that she won't be able to. Maybe she can at least get their names so she can learn on her own.
wheatencrown: (younger shifting woman)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
"Then I won't ask anymore. Tell me, when did you last eat?"
wheatencrown: (younger sensual)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Will you have some tea with me? I have some wonderful cinnamon rolls that are as big as your head that a friend of mine made."
wheatencrown: (younger shifting woman)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-02 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Demeter stands up and soon returns with a warm and huge cinnamon bun and a pot of tea,

"Start on that, while I pour the tea."
wheatencrown: (younger serene)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-03 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
(OOC: Maybe nearing a fade.)

Demeter is quiet, for now she will simply be there if Bella wishes to talk again and drink her tea.
wheatencrown: (Default)

[personal profile] wheatencrown 2010-09-04 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
(OOC: Now she'll just have Dem watching out for her too in the Bar. Stupid canon.)