Rachel (
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milliways_bar2011-02-05 03:52 pm
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Something went wrong.
She doesn't know what. Nothing happened. No conversation, no action. She'd been fine and doing things, had her schedule and filled her days. It was fine. Then one night, after over a month without, she had a nightmare.
She had a nightmare with Tobias not three feet away.
Rachel doesn't know if he heard her - though she can't imagine how he wouldn't have, that close. She doesn't know if she said anything outloud. All she knows is the she woke up tangled in the sheets with her chest constricted and her throat closed tight and by the time she struggled her way free, she knew where she was and who was in the room with her.
He didn't say anything when she left. Rachel's hoping it stays that way.
We all have them. They don't go away. But for a little while they had and she shared a room with another person and didn't have to worry.
Well, crap.
Obviously, the only solution is to exhaust herself properly before she tries to sleep again, right?
After gymnastics, after jogging, after a flight at midday, Rachel is outside, bundled up against the cold and walking. Heading for the woods but with no real destination in mind.
She doesn't know what. Nothing happened. No conversation, no action. She'd been fine and doing things, had her schedule and filled her days. It was fine. Then one night, after over a month without, she had a nightmare.
She had a nightmare with Tobias not three feet away.
Rachel doesn't know if he heard her - though she can't imagine how he wouldn't have, that close. She doesn't know if she said anything outloud. All she knows is the she woke up tangled in the sheets with her chest constricted and her throat closed tight and by the time she struggled her way free, she knew where she was and who was in the room with her.
He didn't say anything when she left. Rachel's hoping it stays that way.
We all have them. They don't go away. But for a little while they had and she shared a room with another person and didn't have to worry.
Well, crap.
Obviously, the only solution is to exhaust herself properly before she tries to sleep again, right?
After gymnastics, after jogging, after a flight at midday, Rachel is outside, bundled up against the cold and walking. Heading for the woods but with no real destination in mind.

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So he's at the pells with his sword, he's been out long enough that he's laid his cloak down and is sweating in his Lincoln green with his red hair wet with sweat.
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Rachel stops, hands tucked firmly into pockets, and watches him work. Swords are a little beyond her experience.
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His form is good but not fancy, his sword is a broadsword which he handles with ease.
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"Good day."
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"Hey," Rachel says with a small smile. "Sorry, didn't mean to bug you."
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He leans against a nearby tree and stretches with a few winces.
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Like that girl shooting targets with the gun. For aim and accuracy, okay, but if they're not moving, how much help could it really be?
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The way she looks over it reminds him of Kate and the way she appraises things. He frowns at that thought and takes long drink of water.
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Not because it's a hard question. Because maybe it doesn't mean the same thing to him.
"Yeah. I was, yeah." She nods to the sword, eyebrows lifted. "You too?"
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He nods with an almost bow and offers her his hand, he's wearing gloves because its cold.
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She does not appear well-insulated against the cold, wearing track pants, a tank top, and a black button-down overshirt that is a) very thin and b) not buttoned up.
Her nostrils flare when the wind shifts, and she looks over at Rachel.
And after a moment of consideration, because the scent is not that of a newcomer --
"Hello."
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And there is 'Hi, I'm crazy and half-naked in the cold.'
The last accounts for Rachel's stare, just for a moment or two, before she nods. She's pretty bundled up herself, jeans and furry boots, heavy wool coat, scarf and gloves. Even a hat.
And she suddenly feels like an enormous wuss.
"Hey."
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As it is, X does not look put-off or discomfited by the momentary staring. She just tilts her head ever-so-slightly. And, of course, stops walking.
"You are not looking for something?"
Beat.
"Or someone."
It's one reason for people to be walking outside, at least. In her experirence.
Especially when they are not dressed like someone who plans on a little light combat training.
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For now, she simply frowns slightly. "Uh, no. Just walking."
Is that weird?
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She hesitates, looking a little awkward.
"You like the cold?"
Talking does not appear to be X's forte. But she firmly believes that practice helps. It did with her actual skill set, anyway.
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"It's okay?" Rachel shifts her weight to her other foot, awkward. "I just wanted to get out."
It is not weird to go walking around in the snow for no particular reason. Surely.
Rachel nods to her sharply, frowning. "What about you? You've gotta be freezing in that."
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She shakes her head, just once.
"I do not mind. Cold is not relevant. For me."
She feels it, but it is --
Comforting.
Sometimes.
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That's-- actually, the uncomfortable truth is that it's easier to deal with someone who isn't human, or not entirely human, than the utterly normal. The sort of uncomfortable that relaxes Rachel's posture while keeping her frown.
Three months in Milliways and she's barely better than she was her first day.
"What are you doing out here?"
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"No. Excessive heat is also not problematic."
She heals.
"There is a firing range. Here. I was practicing."
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As she isn't holding anything Rachel thinks would be useful at a firing range.
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He doesn't appear to notice her as he jogs towards her.
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Until he gets close enough for her to notice the mask.
This guy again. Rachel frowns and tries to watch him out of the corner of her eye.
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He glances across at her once, assessing, decides she's not a threat, and carries on his way.
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Then she turns her head to find him, frowning at the dark figure.
There's something really weird about that guy.