ext_55024 ([identity profile] 52-dropoff.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] milliways_bar2011-03-12 08:20 pm

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Spring hasn't quite arrived, but it's nicer out here. Nice enough for some tai chi. Nice enough to enjoy the fresh air.

Not nice enough to totally calm Charlie. It's the time of year. Ash Wednesday. Lent. Memories of the 40 worst days of the year in the orphanage, when deprivation went from economic in its origins to religious. When the kids at the home (from what Charlie recalls) came pretty close to starving.

He has nothing against the truly devout. He even admires them, a bit. But at this time of year, all he can think about is that witticism he'd make every Ash Wednesday to anyone who'd listen. About giving up Catholicism for Lent.

Come say hi and ask why, for once, tai chi isn't quite so calming.

[ooc: The views expressed here are those of the pup alone. Online till 10 pm EST, and then slowtime to come]
baptizemyself: (Helena: Real - don't mess with me)

[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-13 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
How about telling it to the Catholic who's taking out her anger/frustration/confusion by beating on a punching bag she's strung up to a tree?
baptizemyself: (Helena: Real - don't mess with me)

[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-13 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
That draws Helena up short.

"Charlie!"

That is not tone of happy surprise, more one of 'oh lord I really don't want to talk to you where can I hide?'
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[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-13 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
She doesn't respond to that. She doesn't want to talk about how bad her month has been, especially not with Charlie.

Except that now that Charlie is here she's thinking about Renee again and that's exactly what she came out here to try and not think about.

Helena turns away and picks up a towel from the ground and wipes the sweat off her face.

"I have a message for you, from Renee."
baptizemyself: (Default)

[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-13 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah. She wanted me to let you know that she went home."

And that's it now, right? she can stop talking about Renee and pretend like everything is normal.

Yes.
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[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-13 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't know, why would she tell me?" Helena snaps.

Yeah, real good job of acting normal there, Bertinelli.
baptizemyself: (Helena: real - b&w - hurting)

[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-13 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, well, she didn't provide any details."

But maybe she would have if Helena hadn't been acting so weird herself. God, what was wrong with her when Renee said she was leaving? She hadn't cared. Not one bit.
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[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-13 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"And here I was thinking that all she got from you was a mask."
baptizemyself: (Helena: real - hat)

[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-14 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, wouldn't want to forget that now..."

Except she does. She particularly wants to forget how cute Renee looks in the hat. Was that something she got from Charlie too?
baptizemyself: (Helena: Real - don't mess with me)

[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-14 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
Helena shrugs and takes a few steps away from the bag.

"Be my guest."
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[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-14 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Now, much as she wants to, she can't turn away and pretend she's uninterested: if there's one thing Helena loves it's seeing a skilled fighter in action.

She leans back against a tree, eyes wide as she watches the him perform the unfamiliar moves.

He really is something to behold.
baptizemyself: (Batgirl: Dramatic posing with cross)

[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-14 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Shiva would love it but the catharsis of violence is something Helena understands only too well.

"Hmmm?"

Sorry, she was too busy staring at the way he was moving, so it takes a few seconds for her mind to catch up with her ears.

"Oh, um. Not this year."

After the deprivation she went through in the NML she won't be willingly giving up anything any time soon.
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[personal profile] baptizemyself 2011-03-14 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh yeah? How's that working out for you?"

In Helena's opinion you never really give up being Catholic. A lapsed Catholic is still a Catholic.