Felix Gaeta (
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milliways_bar2014-06-14 07:55 pm
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Gaeta's been a little antsy the past couple of weeks. One eye to the calendar, one eye to his memories, he counted down to what should have been that frakking awful robot holiday he had to endure last year. Then the expected weekend came, and...nothing.
Maybe Bar had been wrong when she told him it happened every year. Maybe he still isn't wholly attuned to the Milliways calendar.
Either way, his guard's down when he enters the main bar, and when he looks up to see the Lego-lined walls and the furnace burning in the corner, he grabs for the banister like he's been punched in the gut. Pale and frozen, he stares out at the room.
Oh, gods. No. Not again.
[ooc: this one's plotlocked -- sorry, folks!]
Maybe Bar had been wrong when she told him it happened every year. Maybe he still isn't wholly attuned to the Milliways calendar.
Either way, his guard's down when he enters the main bar, and when he looks up to see the Lego-lined walls and the furnace burning in the corner, he grabs for the banister like he's been punched in the gut. Pale and frozen, he stares out at the room.
Oh, gods. No. Not again.
[ooc: this one's plotlocked -- sorry, folks!]

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Then he sees the thousand-yard stare.
He goes to Gaeta and says gently, "Lieutenant? Mr. Gaeta?" Lower, "Felix?"
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At Lieutenant, some of his focus returns; by Felix, it's squarely on Steve -- which gives him a good view of the rising panic.
"Captain," he manages, grappling onto what he knows. "Sir."
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What comes out instead, in a low, desperate rush, is, "I need to get out of here."
He can't stay in his room, if he does it'll be just like last year, but there's nowhere else to go --
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And he gives a little nod. Yes. Right thing to do.
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Gaeta presses his lips together. A beat later, he nods, jerkily.
"Please. Yes."
He's not thinking of the Earth he knows, but the Earth the Scrolls promised: stability, safety, anywhere but here.
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"Upstairs," he says. "Three seventy-two."
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It occurs to him that bringing home an unexpected houseguest might not go over well with Orpheus -- but he suspects Orpheus would understand, given things the bar has done to him over the years.
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Gaeta's hands tremble a little as he fishes out his keys. On the other side, there's a scrabble of talons and a muted plockplockplock! as Gogo sprints for the door.
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Gaeta finally manages to get the door unlocked. The instant they're inside, Gogo circles his feet like an eager puppy, plocking the whole while. You weren't gone very long, Nestmate! Is everything okay? Where's Friend of Nestmate?
Gaeta leans down to pat the bird on the head.
And like the unexpected admission to Steve, rising from nowhere, he sinks to the floor and wraps both arms around the dodo in a brief, but fierce, hug.
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"Do you have a bag?" he asks quietly. The sooner Felix is packed, the sooner they can get out of here.
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"Back closet by the bed," he says.
Come on. Get up.
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Suiting action to words, he heads over to the dresser. All of the clothes he pulls out are basic, utilitarian: T-shirts and slacks and a pair of BDU pants.
(The latter's the closest he gets to favorite clothes. They're comfortable, and familiar. He doesn't feel quite so much like a civilian in them.)
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His crutches rest against the dresser. Just in case, he grabs those as well. Wrestling them into the bag is a little more difficult, but he manages it swiftly enough.
Last is a pack of cigarettes he grabs from the nightstand, plus a cheap lighter.
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Ideally, he'd bring Gogo with him. Extinct birds don't play well on modern Earth, though.
He moves to the kitchen cabinets, grabbing Gogo's food from one of them.
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"Yeah, it's okay, Gogo," Gaeta murmurs. "Don't worry. Be good, all right?"
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Anything he's forgotten, he can probably get in Steve's world. It's not like the Fleet, he firmly reminds himself; resources won't be so limited.
Shouldering the bag, he gives Gogo one last pat -- "Good bird." -- before heading for the door. Already, the prospect of going back downstairs has his heart triphammering again.
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Down the stairs, back to the main bar, everything whirring and clanking around them. His throat clenches. Gaeta can only walk so fast, but, thank the gods, physical therapy has paid off: he doesn't stumble or falter en route to Milliways' front door.
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When they reach the door, he grasps Felix's arm and lets him go through first.
He gives a look back at the bar -- he does like Cubefall, it appeals to his creative side -- and then firmly shuts the door.