Nick looks like he half wants to punch something and half wants to punch himself. There's also a good part of him that looks like he wants to start crying again.

"No...no, Alex. Don't be sorry."

Just...

But he can't ask that. He can't do that himself...how could he ask Alex for it?

Just follow me...please...I want...I need you. In my bed. With me.

He stands and holds out his hand.