http://forsaken-bard.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] forsaken-bard.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] milliways_bar2005-06-20 12:29 pm

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Asmodean is at the piano. To fit the somber mood which seems to have fallen over the bar, a rather gloomy ballad with a dirge-like quality is playing. His hands dance over the keys as seems to be a touch engulfed in the music.

Come and listen to him.

[identity profile] kiss-my-jazz.livejournal.com 2005-06-20 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"Is that us, then?" He looks around again, feeling a little bit helpless but no less determined. "Why can't be be the Pattern, then? Someone's got to HELP, don't they?"

[identity profile] kiss-my-jazz.livejournal.com 2005-06-20 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"You know, when I was very young, I gained an insight in three little words that changed my life. Would you like to know what that was?" He pauses dramatically. "Fuck the regulations," he says. "Just like that. We make our own ways with what we have in us. Even if all we can do is TRY.... well what can that hurt? Really, who can be hurt by us?"

[identity profile] kiss-my-jazz.livejournal.com 2005-06-20 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
He returns the gaze levelly. There is no fear. The worst that can happen is death, and death is not so bad. He knows death. He would welcome it. But not now.

"Then answer it," he challanges, making a fearless grab at the lightening. "Don't answer to me, answer it. You know this is wrong. Death has touched this place and changed its music. We CAN touch that change, and we CAN try to heal it. Don't give me fire. I have lived my life on the sea, and I will die there. You cannot burn me any more than you can burn the sea." His power is subtle, he has no fire or lightening, but his power burns in him nonetheless, a divine Innocence. "Why are you fighting this?"

[identity profile] kiss-my-jazz.livejournal.com 2005-06-20 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Healing IS destroying," 1900 insists. "It's destroying what will destroy YOU if you let it. You think what you have is power. It's nothing but a parlor trick." This isn't baiting. He really thinks they can change something. "I don't believe in hopelessness," he hisses. "And whatever Max may say, I don't believe in letting the world do with me what it will. It's been no kinder to me than to anyone, but if I don't try, what will I turn into? What will you? I ask you again, why are you fighting this?"