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milliways_bar2005-11-20 01:55 am
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After this, Svava's at the bar. Getting a drink. Its highly alcoholic.
Yes, she understood.
She is still going to get rather drunk right now, with the (very high) possibility of a crying fit sooner or later.
((omg placeholder because the mun just got off of work. Slowtime tags are love, and will be answered in the morning most likely.))
Yes, she understood.
She is still going to get rather drunk right now, with the (very high) possibility of a crying fit sooner or later.
((omg placeholder because the mun just got off of work. Slowtime tags are love, and will be answered in the morning most likely.))

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There is a Hank McCoy, hoplding a guitar coming in from the cold outside. He played, he sang, he cried. Now, he is drinking nearby.
He lifts his glass in salute to her from his place.
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"You knew them well.?"
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"I am afraid I did not. I saw their works and intereacted with them barely at all, but It wasnt hard to see them and know they were good people."
He smiles to himself for a moment, taking a sip of his drink.
"How did you meet them?"
He asks it softly as well.
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Svava downs a good portion of her drink.
"Alain? In a fight, here. Some monsters tried to come in the door, from a place on of their friends was trapped in. We held them back until we could shut the door. Him, me, and many others."
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"Sounds like an interesting way to meet someone."
He smiles into his cup.
"I am glad they will be missed, though not glad for those who will miss them. They seemed to brin a certain light into this place. And they deserve..."
He grasps for a term to say.
"...they deserve to be remembered.".
He finishes it lamely, and spreads his hands as if looking to them for answers. One small one comes to him as his glance catches on the guitar and he idly touches one string of it, hearing the deep sound.
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"By everyone here. We'll see to it- they left a lot of people behind here." Quietly.
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"No matter where one goes, trhere will always be people leaving. Something I have found all my life. "
he shakes his ehad, then.
"What are you drinking, tonight?"
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"Rum. Jack and Arithon introduced me to it."
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He chuckles.
"Other than that, I believe I stick to coffee."
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She shrugs.
"For all this is a bar, very few people are usually drunk."
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"True. It is more tavern, than Bar. Where I come from, Taverns have evolved into places where people gather to be together after work, to let off steam and only rarely get drunk. There are still regular bars for that, but there are a rising number of taverns."
He smiles, thinking of Harry's. He spent many a hour there in his youth.
He glances around.
"Seems like this is more a place to find yourself than lose yourself. Most days anyway."
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She shrugs a bit, and gets a refill on her rum.
"... Not tonight."
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"Indeed. Some nights are for remembering others and for forgetting all else."
He turns slightly from the Bar, and places his claw picks carefully on his fingers. Then he lifts the guitar and plays quietly. It is an old melody and he doesnt sing or his voice would just ruin the song, but the music is quiet and somber and yet old and beautiful as he plays.
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Svava nods, and rests her head on one hand to listen to Hank play.
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Archie is there of course, he'll always be there with her, but he is sitting there silent, shaken.
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Rum in hand, and leaning against Archie.
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His arms are around her, warm, there, but his mind is somewhere else, and he is oddly stiff, unmoving as she presses against him.
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He hasn't touched his own. He's simply staring at it, as if it hold the answers to the questions he doesn't know how to ask, the fears he can't put names to.
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He is hesitant to look her in the eyes, and when he finally does, the blue is stormy, confused, and suspiciously bright.
He shakes his head and looks away again.
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Second glass finished.
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And he continues staring, because if he opens his mouth, the only sound that will come out will be either a sob or a scream, and he doesn't want to do that. Not here, not now. This is neither the time nor the place for a breakdown, so he sits stiffly with his arm around her, staring at his glass.
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Before the tears finally start. Or are finally let go- they had been there for a while. The rum is pushed away, and she hides her face in her hands.
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She weeps, and it rouses him into motion finally. She is in pain, and he must comfort her. Having something to concentrate on besides his own turmoil allows him to push it aside, ignore it. It is not gone, far from it, but forced back so that he may hold her in his arms and stroke her hair and murmur soft comforting noises with his lips pressed against her temple.
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He holds her close and shuts his eyes tightly against the prickling there. He barely knew them, true, but what he did know of them he honored. They were good people, and they deserve their rest, but that doesn't mean that there isn't an emptyness where they had been. The place seems a tiny bit colder, and for all the people that are still here, there are four that will never return.
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And they are still gone. To someplace wonderful, and peaceful, and she knows its good--
It is still goodbye forever.
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And perhaps this is also part of what Archie's not really ready to deal with. He's dead. He's known that almost since the moment he walked throught the door to this place. He's almost gotten used to that fact, and now this. Now people are leaving. Leaving to theur eternal rest, leaving of their own accord. And part of Archie, the part that is so very tired, finds that appealing. And it absolutely terrifies him.
It is not a choice he's ready or willing to deal with at the moment. Maybe he never will be.
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And woe as well. There are better places than Milliways, and he deserves that. Better places, while she has no other home but here, now.
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Home is in her arms, her eyes, and at the end of everything, very simply, it is all he ever needs. All he ever wanted. A thousand years without her at least, and at the end all he wanted was a kiss. A hundred thousand, and that is all he would need. But it frightens him all the same that someday he might be asked to make a choice.
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She would go with him.
But right now, she holds Archie tight, and weeps for the friends with 'never again'.
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And so he holds her tight. Clings to her, really. Because she is solid and here and now, not some distant, imagined possibility of a future. She is now and she needs him, and so he holds her. He will do so for as long as she needs him to.