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milliways_bar2005-12-25 10:21 pm
Waking up and Coming downstairs after Quest
There is a flash of light and then Amanda wakes up in her bed in Milliways. Snowball isn't there but she knows the room. Was it all a dream? The only way to be sure is to go downstairs and find Magius and Bruce. Okay she could try cutting her hand but right now she is too scared that it was real. Feeling far less confident then usual she slowly makes her way downstairs.
Walking up to the bar she orders a tea and takes a seat looking for her friends. SHe looks disoriented and less confident then usual.
Walking up to the bar she orders a tea and takes a seat looking for her friends. SHe looks disoriented and less confident then usual.

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They are visibly trembling.
"Hello Amanda."
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"I... I think... I'm.. in trouble..."
His words are faitn and strained and his face is screwed up with effort..
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Her whole body shiverss.
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"No, it wasnt a dream at all. It was real."
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I can feel...words getting harder. Already... lost...most of... my thoughts..."
He shivers more an a few tears escape his eyes.
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"All for nothing. Centuries of study and learning, all gone."
He heaves a sigh ansd then shakes his head again.
"I'm sorry, both of you. If I had any idea at all..."
He trails off and just shakes his head, his face still showing his shock.
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"Bull. I...chose this...chance."
he shakes like a leaf for a moment and then stiffens.
"I... made my...choice. You're... not to...blame."
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Holding herself as she curls up in her seat.
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"Thank you both."
Then Amanda's words catch up with him.
"Why would you go to Hell? And you have quite some time left to you, if you are now aging on a mortal clock..."
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"Amanda? I'm sorry... you lost... so... much..."
he hugs her awkwardly.
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Adressing Magius, "Compared to how long I was going to live having perhaps another 50 years isn't a long time. And that is only if I manage to not die before then." Afterall she had died at the age of 30 last time.
"As for hell. Were else do sinners go?" she looks down into her arms.
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"I dont know, but I was taught to believe that you can redeem yourself no matter how bad the sin. There are angels here, including the angel of redemption, Surely you dont believe it is impossible?"
he sounds curious, even without his magic, his curiosity never leaves him.
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"I dont... kniow... what it could eman, but... you have...to try."
He shakes his head.
"Go to try."
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The hope fades from her, "I can't how can I redeem myself from 1200 years of sin. There isn't time. I can't do it." yes her confidence is severely diminished. "And look what I have now damned you two to." she shakes her head, "How can you ever forgive me?" she is crying now. Her head hidden away from the sight of others.
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He shivers slightly then he hugs her.
"It isnt your fault and you can redeem yourself. At least in my world and in the Christyan Faih, they say that redemption can come even at the point of death."
he shakes his head.
"I may not be a mage anymore, but I dont plan on going down without a fight? will you? Will you let yourself be defeated?"
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"It wont be easy for any of us but we can learn to adjust to our new lives."
She hugs Magius and then Bruce in turn.
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"Truth is, we have no choice. I wont lay down and die... I cant."
He ehakes his head.
"All we can do is keep moving."
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"I... think I... need...sleep. Bye."
And he went off towards his room. Which he barely remembered.
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Nodding to Bruce, "Sleep well."
To Magius, "We will do what we have to."
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"Exactly. And your first mission should be to make sure you keep your weapon about you at all times... just in case things get worse."
He shakes his head.
"I dont know that they will and I hope they wont, but... we will do, as you said, wnat we must."