Ilyana spent the first week or so silently furious over being Bound. She kept to herself. Companion or not, there were limits to how much she could mask emotion or repress it.
So she stayed off the radar, for the most part. Her room was insulated like a transfer room at a Householding. She made herself go downstairs every so often, but as a week lengthened into a month, she couldn't tell herself that 'everything would be fine.'
By her estimation, the child would be due in another four months. She could feel the difference. Her clothing was loose enough to conceal some things a little longer,and she hadn't put on much weight...yet. But those signs weren't necessary for her.
Finally, she couldn't take it any longer. Exercise, reading, art, weren't sufficient to keep her from feeling caged. She made herself take her cloak, though it was unneeded, and walked down the staircase, heading for the back door and the woods.
Safe or not, she
needed out.
She stopped only long enough to leave a
( note ) for Guppy Sandhu.