http://unique-moments.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] unique-moments.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] milliways_bar2006-03-13 07:46 pm

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Sam walks in the front door, a bag in her hand. She goes up to the bar and takes out her check book and neatly makes out a check for her tab and Andrew's tab.

After depositing that, she orders a milkshake and goes and sits down somewhere, so she can rest. Mumsies to be shouldn't walk around all day!

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Another nod. "Is Andrew getting any say in this?"

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Does this mean Jag and I will be allowed to babysit?"

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
Jaina chuckles and grins. "Deal."

She takes a sip of her whisky, adjusting her hurt leg. "Speaking of Jagged. We got into a fight, Sam."

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
"No," Jaina murmurs, looking down in to her glass. "But it's over now, thank the Force. And it helped me reach a couple conclusions that I don't think we would've known otherwise."

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
"We're a fighter, Sam. Going on mission after mission was all I did for the past six years."

Jaina sighs and shakes her head. Even if she did promise Jag, it's going to be hard to change.

"Worried that we won't know how to cut back."

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Mom wouldn't know," Jaina responds automatically. "Did talk to Mara, though. She thought it would be a good idea."

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't need to talk to her to know what not to do." Jaina shrugs. "Just need to talk with Jag."

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
"Kriff, Sam, she knows that."

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
"That might be because our family wasn't exactly what you'd define as normal, Sam."

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
"We're aware of that, Sam."

She takes a deep breath, biting down on her lip and clicking in her back of her throat. Jaina sits there quietly for a few minutes, thinking everything over. Maybe Sam does have a point. Maybe she doesn't know anything about family. Maybe she shouldn't have married Jag in the first place.

"Rodder," Jaina mutters, still not looking at Sam. "Kriffing hells, maybe this isn't the life we're supposed to have after all."

She's the Sword of the Jedi. She knows how to fight. She knows how to defend the galaxy and beat up the badguys a stang of a lot more than she knows how to be a wife and a mother. Maybe she was wrong with those promises she had made.

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Jaina shakes her head, finally looking up at her. In a small voice, "Please don't go."

She really needs someone to talk to right now.

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
"I couldn't leave him," Jaina finally replies softly, looking down at the Whyren's again. "Not ever."

She does know she loves him too much for that. But it's the fact that she loves him that much that scares her. What if - despite the promise to try, to cut back on missions, to be his wingmate - she just kriffs up, like she's prone to do? She can't lose him.

"We just really don't want to kriff this up. Told him that; that we wanted to be a good wife and I wanted to put this marriage first from now on and frell, what if it doesn't work?"

[identity profile] jedipilot.livejournal.com 2006-03-14 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
She knows he needs to try. The mission with Aeryn taught her that much. He's her husband and her wingmate. She can't lose that. Ever.

"That's what we're doing. It's why I talked to Mara about instructing instead of fighting so much."

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