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Sam walks in the front door, a bag in her hand. She goes up to the bar and takes out her check book and neatly makes out a check for her tab and Andrew's tab.
After depositing that, she orders a milkshake and goes and sits down somewhere, so she can rest. Mumsies to be shouldn't walk around all day!
After depositing that, she orders a milkshake and goes and sits down somewhere, so she can rest. Mumsies to be shouldn't walk around all day!
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She takes a sip of her whisky, adjusting her hurt leg. "Speaking of Jagged. We got into a fight, Sam."
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Jaina sighs and shakes her head. Even if she did promise Jag, it's going to be hard to change.
"Worried that we won't know how to cut back."
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"Just make sure you know that, and she knows that you love her, before something happens to her." Mothers are a touchy issue with Sam. For Andrew's sake.
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Sam shakes her head. "And my mom wasn't around a lot either. Working two jobs to keep me happy. Don't you think maybe your mom was just trying to make everything better for you? Ask who she was fighting for in the Senate. I bet it was you guys."
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She takes a deep breath, biting down on her lip and clicking in her back of her throat. Jaina sits there quietly for a few minutes, thinking everything over. Maybe Sam does have a point. Maybe she doesn't know anything about family. Maybe she shouldn't have married Jag in the first place.
"Rodder," Jaina mutters, still not looking at Sam. "Kriffing hells, maybe this isn't the life we're supposed to have after all."
She's the Sword of the Jedi. She knows how to fight. She knows how to defend the galaxy and beat up the badguys a stang of a lot more than she knows how to be a wife and a mother. Maybe she was wrong with those promises she had made.
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She stands, dizzy. "I think I should leave. I just hope you know you're going to make a horrible mistake if you leave him. And you'd be a coward. And that hurts me, to think of you in a cowardly fashion."
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She really needs someone to talk to right now.
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She does know she loves him too much for that. But it's the fact that she loves him that much that scares her. What if - despite the promise to try, to cut back on missions, to be his wingmate - she just kriffs up, like she's prone to do? She can't lose him.
"We just really don't want to kriff this up. Told him that; that we wanted to be a good wife and I wanted to put this marriage first from now on and frell, what if it doesn't work?"
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"That's what we're doing. It's why I talked to Mara about instructing instead of fighting so much."
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