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Apr. 30th, 2012 03:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
(OOM: The Nighthouse)
The possibility that her own sudden need to get away might have called the door to Milliways to her doesn't even fog through. Rae enters from the dark, crowded parking lot with a hurried look back to make sure no one saw her, using her left hand to open and close the door.
Her right hand - her right arm - she holds bent close to her chest, as though half trying to hide it. The reason might be because it's slicked with thick, dark blood up to the elbow. The fact that it's leaving ugly smears on the pretty lavender shirt she's wearing doesn't seem to register. It doesn't matter.
What matters is this: to keep her breathing slow - in through the nose, out through the mouth. To keep herself from shaking so badly that she can't function. She refuses to let herself throw up, refuses to break down, and she refuses to let herself run. It's at a wavering but deliberately paced walk that she heads through the kitchen door, and over to the kitchen sink.
Where she proceeds to scrub the blood and probably the first two layers of skin off her right arm, under the hottest water she can stand.
The possibility that her own sudden need to get away might have called the door to Milliways to her doesn't even fog through. Rae enters from the dark, crowded parking lot with a hurried look back to make sure no one saw her, using her left hand to open and close the door.
Her right hand - her right arm - she holds bent close to her chest, as though half trying to hide it. The reason might be because it's slicked with thick, dark blood up to the elbow. The fact that it's leaving ugly smears on the pretty lavender shirt she's wearing doesn't seem to register. It doesn't matter.
What matters is this: to keep her breathing slow - in through the nose, out through the mouth. To keep herself from shaking so badly that she can't function. She refuses to let herself throw up, refuses to break down, and she refuses to let herself run. It's at a wavering but deliberately paced walk that she heads through the kitchen door, and over to the kitchen sink.
Where she proceeds to scrub the blood and probably the first two layers of skin off her right arm, under the hottest water she can stand.