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Feb. 22nd, 2016 08:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Unease shows in Rae's posture, in the tension held in her shoulders and back, as she goes to the bar for a cup of tea.
The cup of tea is a stalling tactic - one of her favorites, it seems - but she is feeling the need for fortifying caffeine, today.
Because today, she heads home. Again. Her tab is paid, her room is clean, and her key has been left with the Bar for safekeeping until she returns.
Things have been relatively quiet at home, lately. Rae can tell herself she shouldn't read this as ominous - that the air of repressed anxiety that seems thick enough to cut with a knife is only her biased perception, and not necessarily the way things really are. But tension and trepidation still sing in the way she holds herself, and the tea still sits in her stomach like lead as she sips and eyes her door, waiting to gather the wherewithal to go.
The cup of tea is a stalling tactic - one of her favorites, it seems - but she is feeling the need for fortifying caffeine, today.
Because today, she heads home. Again. Her tab is paid, her room is clean, and her key has been left with the Bar for safekeeping until she returns.
Things have been relatively quiet at home, lately. Rae can tell herself she shouldn't read this as ominous - that the air of repressed anxiety that seems thick enough to cut with a knife is only her biased perception, and not necessarily the way things really are. But tension and trepidation still sing in the way she holds herself, and the tea still sits in her stomach like lead as she sips and eyes her door, waiting to gather the wherewithal to go.