Return of the hung-over Viking

[bigarmy_strangepants]

[[OOC: Context: Ragnar had some very uncomfortable ideas planted in his head by young!Moriarty, and then walked off into the mountains to get drunk think about them.]]


The back door to the lake and garden opens, and Ragnar Lothbrok walks in. He looks a bit dirty and scruffy, and if you get close, you'll notice that he smells of unwashed Viking.

He walks up to the bar and orders a pint of beer, which he drains to over half mark before putting it down again. He sighs, opens his magical belt pouch, gets out a bottle and puts it on the bar counter where it vanishes.

And another.

And another.

And another...

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[bigarmy_strangepants]

"I do love him heart and soul -- that's why it hurts so much to think he only..."

Pause.

"And that he needs to be free of me, and I can't help him. Who is Sam?"

[runningred]

"He's not only anything, Ragnar." Jay cuts him off. "Trust me on that. He's a mess right now, yeah but that's not your fault."

"Sam's the guy who runs the Fight Club thing. Tall, dark skinned, short cut hair. He's a councillor for ex-military people and a good guy to talk to."

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"I will try and find him -- thanks," Ragnar says.

Silence.

"But Athelstan is -- he's getting further and further away from me because he's so hurt and keeps hurting and fearing the future, and nothing I can say and do helps, and he doesn't want to touch me any more, and he's moved out of our rooms back into the one where he lived before..."

[runningred]

Jay listens in silence, letting Ragnar get it out. "It's a good sign that he's making decisions, even if it's deciding to get some distance. How are you dealing with that?"

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"It hurts," Ragnar says. "It hurts to see him hurting and do nothing. But words don't help, and he doesn't want to be touched, and there is nothing I can do right away to make things better."

Beat.

"Short of pushing him out his door and going out mine, and getting through everything, and that would hurt him even more at first."

[runningred]

Jay gives him a gentle shoulder squeeze, offering Ranger support. "He's stalled here?"

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"Yes," Ragnar says. "He doesn't want to go back to captivity in England, in the unkind hands of King Ecbert who pretends to be nice and then treats him horribly in small, undramatic ways that terrify him. How can I push him back there? So I stay here with him, even if he doesn't even want me around any more."

[runningred]

"Maybe it's better to go back on your own. I don't know how time works with two of you but it might give you both what you need - space for him and gives you something to do."

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"But it's important for him to move forwards, and I can't reach him until he gets there, too," Ragnar says.

[runningred]

"Is there someone who might be able to help him get ready to get back into the time-stream?"

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"Sinric, maybe," Ragnar says. "Or perhaps Alana, whom I hardly know, or Father Harman, if Athelstan will still listen to him."

[runningred]

"Alana might be a good person for that. She's really good at what she does. Happy to introduce you if it'll help."

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"I have talked to her once or twice," Ragnar says. "I think I'll try and find her again, or leave her a note to find me."

[runningred]

"Can't hurt to have a chat with her." Jay nods.

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"I will," Ragnar says. "Anything whatsoever to help Athelstan."

Pause.

"Whom I love, heart and soul, no matter what."

[runningred]

Jay nod. "And anyone who sees you knows it." He gives Ragnar a gentle shoulder clap. "Now, go get cleaned up and maybe get some sleep. It might help."

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"Thank you," Ragnar says. "A few more bottles first."

There are five more, before he stops finding any in his pouch.

"Thanks," he says again.

[runningred]

"Gods, Ragnar! I'm amazed you're upright."

He nods. "If you need anything, you know how to find me."

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"I do," Ragnar says. "Thank you. It's been a few days."

[runningred]

Jay nods and gives him a little smile. "Just remember to look after yourself too. You can't take care of Athelstan if you're not in a fit start yourself."

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"Yes," Ragnar says. "Bath, then sleep!"

[runningred]

"And a decent meal afterwards." Jay agrees. "I'll be down in the garage if you need me."

{ooc: fade? That was sweet.}

[bigarmy_strangepants]

"Thank you," Ragnar says again, then bumbles off in the direction of the stairs, and actually up them.

[[OOC: That silly Viking! Thanks for the thread.]]