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[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

Abigail is brave enough tonight to go down to the bar. Seems she's done a bit of drinking up in her room. She doesn't look too great. But...she's downstairs. Meaning she's...not too bad. She orders a beer. And some pizza. She'll need some help to prepare herself if certain people show up in the bar.

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[henry-jones-jr.livejournal.com]

"Hey," Indy says with a slight look of concern as he passes by. "You ok?"

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

She shrugs. "Not really. Sorry for kissing you. Well not really but...you were drunk, I took advantage, was pretty wrong of me."

[henry-jones-jr.livejournal.com]

"Don't apologize. Its ok, really... but... um... you oughta know something. The girl I said I loved? She was hanging around and saw us, then dumped me quicker than a cheap hooker who hasn't eaten for days."

He shrugs.

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"What? What the fuck! That's bullshit. And she must be one sneaky ass bitch to have seen it without me noticing her watching us...mother fucker. Dammit Doc, I'm sorry."

She shakes her head. "So in one night I fucked over two friendships. Great."

She says nothing for a moment. "God it was like a two second fucking kiss! And she dumped you? You didn't even instigate it! It was all me! Let me at her, I'll tell her exactly what I think about all of that."

[henry-jones-jr.livejournal.com]

"Don't worry about it. I can't be bothered with it anymore. Anyone who goes off on one like that for a drunken mistake is simply not worth the effort."

"And... you didn't fuck up our friendship."

He smiles warmly.

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"Yeah well I didn't get naked with you. And you aren't another girl." She shakes her head, then throws it back to chug the remainder of her beer.

[henry-jones-jr.livejournal.com]

"Hm. Yeah... I heard about you and Pol," he replies matter of factly. "I didn't realize you swung both ways."

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"Neither did I! I don't want to! And...God...then she wants me to go back with her and fucking sleep in her bed after I had us stop and...hell Doc. I think she likes me and..."

[henry-jones-jr.livejournal.com]

"Calm down... Polly's a nice girl. She'll understand if you don't feel the same way."

He helps himself to some pretzels.

"First time then huh? Any good?"

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"I feel fucking gross now so if it was good it's overshadowed by ick. God, I just want Miguel to fucking come back. Not like he'll ever forgive me."

She fights the urge to hurl the bottle against the wall. "I'm so in love with him...and I really don't want to be."

[henry-jones-jr.livejournal.com]

"Hm, sorry about that."

"So, you had a good time with Polly, and you didn't want to. You're in love with Miguel, and you don't want to be. Is there anything you do want?"

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"Fucking get the hell out of this place and never have come here in the first place. That's what I want. But I don't get that opportunity. Because being here...it hurts. And back home when it hurts I can go kick vampire ass and shoot things and everything's fine. Here? I can't."

[henry-jones-jr.livejournal.com]

"I know what you mean. I'm sick of being hurt, or hurting other people. I need a break."

"You know... it's possible you might be able to leave here to go to other worlds. I tried it last night with Meg—the ballerina girl—and it worked."

"It's not home, but I'm sure you can find someone here who has some vampires in their world. I think Meg mentioned there were some in her's one time."

[bandaid-polexia.livejournal.com]

*Polly wanders over*
You know what, I need a friend a lot more than I need a mindfuck over what happened with us. So would you mind if we just forgot it happened?

*she grins*

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"I thikn that'd be really really good because honestly I..."

She shakes her head. "You look cute. And...that's in a platonic non attracted to you way."

[bandaid-polexia.livejournal.com]

*she shakes her head*

Thanks, Someone said he might be in tonight. He might not be but atleast I look cute.

*she grins*

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"Oh? Who's he?" She smiles, and what she's supposed to be forgetting seems to be becoming forgotten.

[bandaid-polexia.livejournal.com]

His name's Christian, he's a doctor. It's mostly just really good sex and conversation, But I do really like it when he comes in.

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"Well geeze, and here I thought I was special." She laughs. "Good for you, Pols. I...don't think I'm going to have sex with anyone again for a long time. Too complicated."

[bandaid-polexia.livejournal.com]

*she smiles*

Well, you are special, you're the only girl I've been with here. Yeah, sex is complicated. But not as complicated as some stuff.

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"You're the only girl I've ever been with period. And the only I ever will be with. No more. Nope. Look...you...you don't have any feelings for me, do you?"

[bandaid-polexia.livejournal.com]

*she laughs*
No, Not more than I would for any other person I am friends with. I should have told you no. but I wanted you that completely different than having feeling for someone. I wasn't expecting more than kissing actually. I was more scared I'd hurt you than anything, I didn't know you'd never, with a girl, I mean. That's why I invited you to my room, figured you needed a friend.

*she shrugs*

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"Good because...I really didn't want to have to...yeah. Yeah...not hurt. Freaked out as shit now...which is kinda why I took off before you woke up...um...yeah...I...yeah."

[bandaid-polexia.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I figured that much. It doesn't mean anything, you know? I mean I was hoping to give you a good time, I didn't realize it was gonna go where it went. I was kinda scared you were gonna expect more from me and I just... I am not in the position for anything like that. and I'm not that into girls as more than friends. though you might not think so.

*she laughs*

[i-slay-too.livejournal.com]

"No! God no, trust me I don't want anything more than that. Feelings for one person are way more than enough for me."

She shakes her head. "So you gonna introduce me to your friend?" She laughs.