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In the bar, an angel is moving.
He might have been sitting, still as a statue and pale as one, in the corner.
Or he might have come in by the door.
Xas has learned to blend, after so long a time wingless.
He stops by the bar, laying one hand on the surface lightly, almost wonderingly. And then he orders a glass of wine, white, and tasting delicately of fruit.
And then he finds an empty booth and sits, sipping his drink lazily and watching the people go by.
Xas has made quite a study of them, over the years, after all. Humans, that is. Possibly it's time for him to broaden his horizons.
He might have been sitting, still as a statue and pale as one, in the corner.
Or he might have come in by the door.
Xas has learned to blend, after so long a time wingless.
He stops by the bar, laying one hand on the surface lightly, almost wonderingly. And then he orders a glass of wine, white, and tasting delicately of fruit.
And then he finds an empty booth and sits, sipping his drink lazily and watching the people go by.
Xas has made quite a study of them, over the years, after all. Humans, that is. Possibly it's time for him to broaden his horizons.
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"You found it again, I see. Or did you never leave?"
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There is a moment where he merely looks at Lucifer, open and slightly confused. He looks down at the wine for a moment, then back up. The confusion is gone, for the most part.
"I left. And then I came back. It is--"
He pauses for a moment, reflectively.
"--not so open here. I like that."
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Relaxed, this time. Oh so casual. If you looked very, very closely you'd see to what extent the casualness is forced, but not many could see that far.
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He pauses, biting his lip.
"Some of it is doubtless because of the walls. But some of it is because of that."
And he gestures to the window, outside of which the universe is ending in vast explosions of color.
"It's an interesting kind of certainty."
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Lucifer smiles a little and looks at the window.
"Most here have become immune to it. All will end. Not the kind of damning fatalism that one wants to keep close."
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He traces the bottom of his glass with his pinky.
"Though it might disprove your theory."
Xas is apparently still having trouble keeping this Lucifer separate from his.
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Solely human? Of course not.
"Theory?" he asks patiently, prepared for this conversation to be little more than a game of question-and-answer. Unavoidable, considering everything.
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There is another pause.
"Earth is a distillery, you said. And Purgatory, too. Because God is collecting elements to use to create his own world."
He takes another sip of his wine, watching Lucifer curiously as he does so.
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Almost half a minute goes by.
"Because the current one is such a success," he says finally. His voice is like the wine he sometimes drinks; smooth, with bitterness dancing on the edge of the tongue. Xas would know the taste.
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"He didn't make this one. Or at least I do not think he did."
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"Ah." A strange smile. "I will be interested to hear your evidence, but if you are right...your reality is a different one indeed."
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"God makes copies, and only copies. Is that not proof enough?"
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"Platonic philosophy from one such as you is...interesting. Which are the originals, then?"
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"I wouldn't know. That wasn't one of the questions I asked Him."
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The tapping falls into a slow rhythm.
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"No. But he likes difficult answers."
There is no bitterness here. None.
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Bitterness here, certainly, creeping in at the sides. Lucifer has not dealt lightly with Raguel's revelations.
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Xas does not sound like he appreciates this. Not at all.
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He doesn't sound like he appreciates this.
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"You should know. He gave me this face for a reason, after all."
And now the glass does tremble, and a thin rivulet of wine spills over his lip. He swipes it away with his tongue.
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"What?" Very, very soft.
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Xas' voice is casual, but his expression is anything but.
"He answered mine. I'm one of his copies, you see? Made before the original, so you would be distracted from your purpose. He needed an edge."
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"Consider me thoroughly distracted.
Which original do you mean?"
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"Christ. I was made first, but the idea was in place long before."
He sets the wineglass down, no longer trembling.
"It was to give him the advantage of surprise, in the desert."
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There's a hand across Lucifer's mouth. He might not even be aware it's there.
"Not in my version. I don't think I could..."
He pauses.
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