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Feb. 5th, 2011 03:52 pmSomething went wrong.
She doesn't know what. Nothing happened. No conversation, no action. She'd been fine and doing things, had her schedule and filled her days. It was fine. Then one night, after over a month without, she had a nightmare.
She had a nightmare with Tobias not three feet away.
Rachel doesn't know if he heard her - though she can't imagine how he wouldn't have, that close. She doesn't know if she said anything outloud. All she knows is the she woke up tangled in the sheets with her chest constricted and her throat closed tight and by the time she struggled her way free, she knew where she was and who was in the room with her.
He didn't say anything when she left. Rachel's hoping it stays that way.
We all have them. They don't go away. But for a little while they had and she shared a room with another person and didn't have to worry.
Well, crap.
Obviously, the only solution is to exhaust herself properly before she tries to sleep again, right?
After gymnastics, after jogging, after a flight at midday, Rachel is outside, bundled up against the cold and walking. Heading for the woods but with no real destination in mind.
She doesn't know what. Nothing happened. No conversation, no action. She'd been fine and doing things, had her schedule and filled her days. It was fine. Then one night, after over a month without, she had a nightmare.
She had a nightmare with Tobias not three feet away.
Rachel doesn't know if he heard her - though she can't imagine how he wouldn't have, that close. She doesn't know if she said anything outloud. All she knows is the she woke up tangled in the sheets with her chest constricted and her throat closed tight and by the time she struggled her way free, she knew where she was and who was in the room with her.
He didn't say anything when she left. Rachel's hoping it stays that way.
We all have them. They don't go away. But for a little while they had and she shared a room with another person and didn't have to worry.
Well, crap.
Obviously, the only solution is to exhaust herself properly before she tries to sleep again, right?
After gymnastics, after jogging, after a flight at midday, Rachel is outside, bundled up against the cold and walking. Heading for the woods but with no real destination in mind.

