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aj_crawley ([personal profile] aj_crawley) wrote in [community profile] milliways_bar2004-07-13 12:02 am

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*saunters in nonchalantly; there is a swagger to his walk that wasn't there before*

*collects bottle of wine from servete spell*

*lounges at a table with his feet propped on another chair*

[identity profile] aj-crawley.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Look who's talking NOW, Mr. 'Don't Blame Your Actions On Ineffability'! And I don't think you're in any fucking position to lecture me on blind faith!

[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
At least I have blind faith in something trustworthy!

Are you sure you're on the right side?

[identity profile] aj-crawley.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
At least I've chosen a side. Look at you, you stupid moron. You puff on and on about blind faith in Him, but you won't even do your duty, and you've spent Go Sata whoever knows how many evenings with me doing nothing but doubting -

...

uh.

*looks at Gabriel*

Shit.

[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
What is this if not my duty?

It's like I was thrown into a sinking ship and merely told to save everyone I can. Everyone I can.

And if I spend... I wanted...

*eyes flicker toward Gabriel and Bartleby*

I am doing my duty.

[identity profile] aj-crawley.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Angel. Oh, angel. Are you trying to save me?

*laughs long and loud, because demons can't cry*

[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*looks miserable*

I... I can't help it. I'm sorry.

[identity profile] aj-crawley.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Angel... what are we going to do?

[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[OOC all comments between these two are now shielded]

What can we do?

*looks despairing*

I want to forget it. I want to go back to where we were.

*smiles wanly*

That's not going to happen, is it?

[identity profile] aj-crawley.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Right now, I really, really fucking wish it could.



Angel, I'm an idiot.


*sits down heavily on floor, buries head in hands*

[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
*shifts his weight uncomfortably, then sits down a little way away from Crowley*

Well I'm not debating that.

*hesitantly reaches out, places his hand on Crowley's shoulder*

[identity profile] aj-crawley.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
*sighs, fists hands in hair*

The Boss - he told me that the, you know, Arrangement, was against the rules. We'd pushed so far already, and, well. I was scared.

[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
...

Oh.

I...

Oh dear...

*absentmindedly strokes Crowley's shoulder as he thinks, pale fingers sliding against black feathers*

Do you know that he wasn't... well, lying?

[identity profile] aj-crawley.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
*freezes for a moment, before hurriedly scooting away from Aziraphale*

Angel, please.

I... I don't think so, no. I mean, he sounded too angry to be lying. And why would he bother? He doesn't usually mess around like that unless it's of specific benefit to him.

I... freaked out, angel. I mean... four thousand years. What if the next day was one too many?

[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe he wanted to see you hurting. Maybe he likes that kind of thing.

*exasperastedly* Four thousand years is a comfort! You don't think we couldn't have been dealt with in a second if Himself had wanted? You don't think he didn't know? Especially after the almost-Apocolypse, and everything. Really Crowley, you are infuriating at times.

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[identity profile] trumpeter-lady.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[From off to one side.] Aziraphale. I'm shielding your words from the rest of the room, all right?
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[personal profile] iopenthings 2004-07-12 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
::Door looks bewildered when she realizes she can't hear anymore::

[identity profile] trumpeter-lady.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[OOC: Psst... she hasn't done anything yet.]
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[personal profile] iopenthings 2004-07-12 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[OOC: Oh. Oops. Well, Door looks bewildered after Gabriel does something]

[identity profile] trumpeter-lady.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)


[Gabriel sighs and takes a seat at a table about halfway across the room.]



[identity profile] a-fell.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[[OOC sorry! BELATED NOD OVER HEAH!]]

[identity profile] trumpeter-lady.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[OOC: It's fine, it's fine! You and Crowley just keep breaking my heart up there!]
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[personal profile] clumsy_auror 2004-07-12 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
*sees Crowley collapse onto the floor and grasps for Door's hand*

[identity profile] trumpeter-lady.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Gabriel, from wherever she is, starts watching more carefully but doesn't move yet.]

[identity profile] trumpeter-lady.livejournal.com 2004-07-12 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[And, ever so carefully, relaxes when Crowley doesn't explode at Aziraphale's touch.

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[personal profile] iopenthings 2004-07-12 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
::Door gives Tonks a sympathetic squeeze before heading off with Tom::