Ray's encounter the other day with Matt Parkman was distressing. Ray's encounter yesterday with
Hiro Nakamura was downright disturbing. If he were at home he'd be grabbing Ecto and heading for the Marine Air Terminal at LaGuardia to watch the planes take off and land, since a little father-daughter bonding always seems to cheer him up, but home's not an option right now. Not while he's still got technology to finish* and test** and distribute***. He'd end up in the animated continuum again or something, with his luck.
There's a line from an otherwise hopeful song stuck in his head at the moment-
and in the evening, after the fire and the light / One thing is certain: nothing can hold back the night. It's not the kind of thing that he normally gets stuck in his head. His usual persistent worries can generally be dealt with by means of the right pajamas and a plushie Hound of Tindalos, because when it comes to emotional baggage Ray pretty much only has carry-on. This is different, and he's worried about it, so he's doing what comes most naturally to him when he's worried: repetitively, almost compulsively, playing with the kind of toy he didn't get as a little kid because his parents were afraid his sister would swallow the parts or chew on them to the point of splinters****.
There is a fairly impressive model of the
Outerbridge Crossing taking up most of his table. The likeness to the actual bridge is only marginally dispelled by the fact that it's made entirely from Tinkertoys, some parts of which have been cut down or otherwise kitbashed.
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The de-digitizing device, which despite his best efforts with Seamus Harper, has been proving insanely tricky- not that he expected anything less of an artificial philotic resomorphic reverter, since smacking a much of data really hard and shouting "SNAP OUT OF IT!" is one thing but making it stick borders on scientific sorcery**
The trans-door data squirt, which he's pretty sure should work, but can't test without a little assistance***
The suspensor harness- working with the technology of Atton Rand's galaxy and time for parts has made this UNBELIEVABLY easier****
Not that they didn't give him all kinds of other toys he wanted, but My First Electronics Breadboard and the Li'l Alfie Nobel Chemistry Set ("Over ninety compounds and pure elements in every box!") they could at least trust him to keep in his basement lab, as opposed to things that belong in the toybox